



Enjoying an unusually mild February and some beautiful skies. Thanks for stopping by.

like a black sea
stretching out before me
all this mystery
of what is yet to be
all that i cannot see
like a black sky
slowly descending over me
telling shadow stories
all i cannot hide
a dark gray canopy
made up of all my whys
oh Lord and Light
guide me on my way
help me navigate
this story through the night
waiting for the day
longing for all made right
for the unseen real
to replace
what all the senses feel
like a dark wave
swallowing up my soul
all the doubt and shame
why must it
be this way
growing old
is growing close
to a different shore
to so much more
than the sum of my failures
or anything labeled
a success
it’s all just a mess
oh Lord and Light
i’m grateful
that you gave me sight
for this mess
that i call my life
for you carried me
you saw me
you ransomed me
so i’ll follow you
i’ll turn to you
surrender to you
and let you tell me who i am
for you are love
and far above this darkened sky
and far below this blackened sea
your glory and light
your power and might
the Lord and Light
is with me
in me
all around me
the Lord and Light
is with me
in me
all around me

your grandchild’s giggle
a warm smile from a stranger
an embrace from the one you love
you just want some things to last

a walk beside the sea
the scent of falling leaves
a comforting glance for your sorrow
you just want some things
not to go too fast

a melody that makes you cry
someone saying i forgive you
sweet vienna fingers with some coffee
you just want some things
to not slip into the past

a frigid cold morning sky
whose design and colors
takes your breath away
couldn't think of a better way
to start and end a day
than losing myself in the beauty
swimming in the artistry
trying to take the whole sky in my arms
you just want some things to stay
you want some things
to never go away
coffee
vienna fingers
embracing the whole sky
i just want some things
to
stay
maybe never have to say
goodbye

as the winter fire sky
gently carries the day away
i allow my eyes
to drink in the beauty
and let the colors
fill my mind
a glorious letting go
a blazing surrendering
to time
are there moments
in those colors
memories in the
winter fire sky
take a photo
maybe this
digital likeness
will connect me
to the weightless
wonder and reflection
deeper connection
to the Artist’s
dazzling affection
for creation
and
all His children

winter fire sky
thank you for
your singular
contribution
to ease the longing
it’s not a solution
or absolution
just a nudge
a reminder
that helps me remember
that there is more
than all our senses tell us
the unseen real
the shadows of glory
an endless story
is whispered in my heart
as i say goodby
to this
winter fire sky

a sleepy dawn awakens above a gentle rippled river

colors dance with clouds azure meets crimson

i hush my soul and listen listen to the voices and the noises

trying to discern which way to turn to join this dance of light and fight the gravity in me so much to do so i just choose to be

put the camera down enter the beauty of all i don’t see access doors are open heart and mind in loving union

in the losing life is found in the losing life is found

new day shines and sings colors bring a smile or two we journey on some journey through this beauty brings to mind there is so much more to find than momentary distractions they leave me fractured i want i need i thirst but all this greed whatever it is i choose to feed seems to get a hold of me i want to let go i want to be free in His truth i will be the true me and shine and fly with colors bright and soar and seek and risk this self and choose to love to sing to breathe and start remembering i was meant to fly i was meant to see and one day be in eternity

we people are a funny mix don’t you think or at least i am anyway sometimes the sun is shining smiles and laughs no room for whining like i want to photograph every moment capture the rapturous mood i’m in and at the same time no really at the same time rain pours down all around this town of memories that sprouts like massive trees in a forest of lies and shame and why’s and pain and ties to the past that seem to last like a long sad song so i pray break through in rays of hope and light dear Lord help me regain my sight and “though the wrong seems often so strong” You will make all things right ‘cause You’re writing a story full of downpours and clouds writing a story of songs sung out loud of Your love and Your glory of the way that you carry this tale called my life in Your everlasting arms i am choosing to rest to stop and embrace the things i don't see to silently wait to just.... be and see you breakthrough all the rainy and cloudy in me breakthrough and one day make all things new

i want to settle like the setting sun all the crazy as i run through the tears and disorientation from the madness of meditation on the losses and the misses the noises of confusion

settle like the setting sun into color and calm the balm of a song that reminds me that though there is wrong in me and in you that redemption is true that beauty resides in the heart of life in Christ

for He suffered He cried He was angry and He died He lamented and prayed take this cup away so sadness and heartache anxiety is a thing we can bring to His Cross to His care to His suffering

settle oh my soul settle in the stillness of the Light of His love the color of His grace the glory of His kindness the promise of a better place

where tears will never fall again light will never set and never end settle oh my soul settle feel it all and settle your Savior knows He sees He feels so don’t push the mess of life away let it remind you a better day awaits walk by faith not by sight it’s going to be all right settle oh my soul
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